CAN SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!?

There is this job i have and i literally have no choice of quitting i am stuck with this job because without it im ******. there is no way out. i really hate my job and i mean I ****** HATE MY ****** JOB. just the thought of it makes me want to break down and cry. when i am walking to work and i can see the shity ******* building from a distance or also when i think about it my chest and my stomach get this tremendouse feeling of nervousness and sadness that i just want to break down and cry. i have never felt this way before until i had gotten this job. even when my shift is over i cant stop thinking about it just right now as im typing them my neck is killing me because of the pain im trying to hold back. i ruin the time i have between work days because i cant stop thinking about it i ruin my weekends just thinking about it. this job is causing me so much depression. 24/7 i am feeling this wierd nervousness and pain in my neck from holding back tears. i have no idea what to do. i even stoped socializing with my family. i cant even talk to someone about the job because my words get ****** up from me about to start cry and having to hold my tears back. There is only 2 weeks left before i can quit. Can someone please just give me some uplifting support to get me through the next 2 weeks because suicide keeps ping my mind. this si the first time i have ever whined about somthing to and extent